Tears of joy...

It is 1:30pm on Tuesday, May 29. Parker is down for a nap and I just ate tacos for lunch. The sun is shining outside, and the breeze is blowing in through the front door. Only moments ago this was just any normal day. After a comment from Joel last night stating that I have been hungry a lot and he thinks I am pregnant I just took a pregnancy test and it said I am pregnant!!! I immediately tried to call Joel at school...I don't really want to tell him over the phone, but I needed to share this news with my best friend and partner in crime! I am just sitting here staring at this dollar store pregnancy test. Are these things accurate? Is anything you can buy for $1 reliable? Why do they make the 2nd line so faint? Why can't it be the same darkness as the first line? These things frustrate me. This little stick is telling me that our lives are about to change with a little blessing...can't it tell me more certainly? The tears just keep streaming down my face...the joy I am feeling is just overwhelming me! There has been some fabulous celebrations of life lately with friends, but there have also been some devastating losses and I am already starting to wrap this little one in prayer! I can't wait for Parker to wake up!  I just don't want to be alone right now.  I want to squeeze him and kiss him and play with him until Joel gets home. Thank you God for this blessing!


What does this test say to you?  Do you see the faint second line?  Is it a figment of my imagination?